So these past few months have been crazy...I have had to deal with some issues in a context I have never had to before and it's hard but I am dealing and in the process learning and growing..hey thats life. Alos, I have decided not to do Yearbook next year and for you all who know me thats so major. I love yearbook and I loved being on the staff and just being involved in the process. Everyone I talked to told me not to quit for the wrong reasons and those reasons still were influential to me though. I know i wasn't the best leader I could be but this was my first time in this position and I had to learn some way and I felt people weren't accepting of my faults and didn't want to give me the opportunity to change. Also, I got tried of hearing that I didnt contribute or my contribution wasn't enough...I heard all what someone else did and none of what I did. I am woman enough to admit I lacked in some areas and I probably failed but I know my heart was in it and I did contribute and I think when I kept hearing that it hurt be to core for real. I know I have some issues but I pride myself on my dedication whether small or large to whatever I put my mind to. If I have nothing else I have heart and vision. So for that reason I can't put myself in that situation not with graduation right around the corner. So thats the point I am at now. It amazes me sometimes how people can be so observant of others problems but so oblivious to their own and how even though they promote diplomacy and all that secretly they hurt more than they help. I am not saying this to intently and harshly criticize anyone but I have had to come to terms with some issues and some people need to do the same. I can't help if the shoes fits cause I didnt make the foot. Well I am out 4 now. Let me know what you all think about my thoughts...just trying to get them out there in the best way I can.

 I luv ya all...Peace!!