Wow I haven't been on here in ages. Probably since I am in my Senior year and I

dont have time for too much of anything besides work. I am trying to get through

this week...looking forward to next week since I'll be a bridesmaid in my cousins

wedding....going to be so sexy I know! but yeah I love weddings. Reflecting on the

past weekend when I went down to the Valley and visited my baby I had a great

time (Thanx baby!!). And I am looking forward to October 21st when I make my

way down there again for Homecoming I know that is going to hold so many

weekends. So I am on the coutdown until then and Oct. 13th when I get to see my

baby again. Well thats a little insight to my life I will be back soon.

   1LUV

~*Miss Tee*~

So this weekend is gone....almost anyway. So as I sit here and write this I get a little emotional *sniff* as I reflect back on this weekend. It was GREAT!! My baby came down and spent the weekend with me..he got here on Friday and matter of fact just left at about 3 on Sunday. This was definitely a treat for me because it was just last weekend that I got to spend with him too. We usually never get that kind of quality time together so I cherish it always. As I reflect on how much fun too people can have really doing nothing its crazy! I just thank God everyday for finding someone like I have that I connect with so much. I can't till school is over and I am in the ATL for good at least for the summer so I can see him more than I am now. It's hard to go back to my life here @ LC after he leaves because then I wish so much we could be closer shoot even at the same school. But thats not happening and I only have 1 more year left so I am good. Just reflecting on my fun, random, and memorable weekend. I luv ya JS3!!

~1LUV

So these past few months have been crazy...I have had to deal with some issues in a context I have never had to before and it's hard but I am dealing and in the process learning and growing..hey thats life. Alos, I have decided not to do Yearbook next year and for you all who know me thats so major. I love yearbook and I loved being on the staff and just being involved in the process. Everyone I talked to told me not to quit for the wrong reasons and those reasons still were influential to me though. I know i wasn't the best leader I could be but this was my first time in this position and I had to learn some way and I felt people weren't accepting of my faults and didn't want to give me the opportunity to change. Also, I got tried of hearing that I didnt contribute or my contribution wasn't enough...I heard all what someone else did and none of what I did. I am woman enough to admit I lacked in some areas and I probably failed but I know my heart was in it and I did contribute and I think when I kept hearing that it hurt be to core for real. I know I have some issues but I pride myself on my dedication whether small or large to whatever I put my mind to. If I have nothing else I have heart and vision. So for that reason I can't put myself in that situation not with graduation right around the corner. So thats the point I am at now. It amazes me sometimes how people can be so observant of others problems but so oblivious to their own and how even though they promote diplomacy and all that secretly they hurt more than they help. I am not saying this to intently and harshly criticize anyone but I have had to come to terms with some issues and some people need to do the same. I can't help if the shoes fits cause I didnt make the foot. Well I am out 4 now. Let me know what you all think about my thoughts...just trying to get them out there in the best way I can.

 I luv ya all...Peace!!

So its Thurs. one more day and finally the weekend is here. I have been looking forward to this weekend for a good minute now. I get to see my baby and spend some much needed quality time together and I get to get my hair done...whew that will not only feel great but I'll look great too. I found today that I have to rearrange my plans...now I have to see if my Daddy will feel like coming to get me or maybe I can get to the Greyhound station and ride that home. Who know I just know I have to get home....I have too much planned and looking forward to too much. I'll walk home if I have to!....Yeah right thats like 70 miles I dont think so. But thats how determined I am. Anyway I am off for now...I am being a terrible student...while though in the library not attending the class session we had in the same building...oh well.

~ 1LUV~

I have come I believe to one of the critical points in my life where I can make a change the better or for the worst. And I am making a step toward the positive, new mindset and a more spiritual awareness. This has caused me some turmoil, countless tears, and endless pain but I know its for the best.  I have to re-evaulate some of the relationships I have rather they are benefiting me or not. For I know I have done wrong but I have asked the Lord Almighty for forgivness with a pure heart and for him to continue to guide me, strengthen me and continue to walk with me on this path of life I journey down. So I thank the people who have stood strong by me through this and all other changes I have gone through.
I Love Ya'll....ya'll are my heart and I can't thank you enough.I just wish that God continues to bless you with the grace and love you have bestowed upon me

This goes out to:

Jimmie(my heart)....my family(thats always there).....LaTanta (through stressful times and good)......Sandra(through critical changes in our lives) .....and others for your words of constant encouragment and good faith.